Working Through It Pt.2

Dear God,

So it seems that I look to you only in time of need, but this time I am not asking I just want to talk. I know you understand the feeling of man and breaking, hearts and souls and minds and bodies. I know you know. So I want to reorient my goal. I find that it is better to start over and look inside myself because I know that is where you live. I would give anything to be able to understand better what it is that you have given me so freely but that I don't protect as easily. If I would focus on you not me then maybe I would grow faster and stronger. My life goal as you know is to help others and love and be loved. I am going to get out of this negative space where limbs and emotions are in limbo so that I can be more like you and less like well, you know. Thank you for this day my daily bread and forgive me my trespasses and I will forgive the one who trespasses against me.